To Aline Rosenblad,

For all the unconditional love

To Emma Rosenblad for calling me an Artist

To Carina Rosenblad for teaching me about negativity

Thank you I love you

A motto of mine used to be 'I'm gonna make it thru'. But that has changed over the years to 'We shall overcome'. I am bald but to overcomb will only disguise the obvious. I call you. Show me your hands. Let's play honest.

I AM. NOT. RELIGIOUS.

This is all about being human.

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LOVE IS FREE

I am not selling anything. My wish is the same as yours. Freedom. There is nothing to enroll.

Other than your own human experience. All insights on the website are created for you & me to let go of mental imprisonment. To embrace who we are. Which is pure love.

NATIVE

I can't get anymore condensed and direct than this. So, I put this up top. Please help yourself.

Here is a free little handbook 4 life.

'You can do whatever you want as long as you feel good about doing it. Some might think to themselves that drugs would be considered OK then? That would be to make you feel good. Which has its origin in feeling bad.. All in relation to yourself. No need for a diet or anything like that. Just feel good about yourself and everything that you do. And all is good.'

Stay loyal 2 da game - Of Love

Listen to 'Ready to meet him'. Yet he did not take responsibility. A man does not want to give it up for another man. God ain't a man. God is Love. Why a man fails to create understanding is because it's not created. It's felt. And that's a choice. The choice to find forgiveness and meet the understanding inside your heart. Or create a construct of excuses not too. Stay a victim or succeed. Plain and simple. That ain't weakness.

All talk about weak ass cowards cryin'?...

'There's a difference between doing wrong & being wrong'

- Let Me Fly.

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Look. It's not even up top.

WE ARE ALL THE SAME

Men & Women who fear me, fear change for the better.

(fear themselves)

I am love.

Not a Chiropractor forcing anything.

What is a mature body??

When there is still a child inside.

You can touch that body. With love and compassion. Which is not never ever sex.

I know this from experience. As I've given nothing but love to my children. Yet I understand it anyway.

I come.. as I arrived & was delivered by my mother.

Clean.

It's OK to be a clown! In fact the world needs clowns. But not 'Pennywise'.

That is not wise at all..

Eat battery acid you slime.

I use the f-word as you go down in history. In flames.

There. I just commited Mordor.

One love to binda us all MF.

If you feel like you wanna look the one responsible for pain up and destroy them? You don't have to do that. Because they are nowhere to be found except in your perception.

Their name is whatever?..

I don't care at all anymore.

Because I don't eat shit claiming that it's love.

That is sandbox

behavior

, immature.

But you can learn from that:

When you understand that love doesn't stink.

It is fragrant of roses.

Set yourself free

This is my most beautiful poem. Note that I am not calling it the best.

It's inspired by 'Disney's - Elemental'.

🌸 Thank you 🌸

INEVITABLE.

What if her name is Dorothy? I am Leo and the Wizard! No tinman.

No offense Bender I love you.

Why I changed my name?

The one aggravated and in perhaps rage being offended by this document is identifying with the ones mentioned inside it. The document has no names inside it? So whom are you angry at?

Do you want to defend yourself against this which isn’t about you personally? That’s a receipt with a clear message written on it telling clearly just how focused you are on the negative. This document which becomes a definition of any city in the world really, makes for about 0.001% of this website. And that’s the world of today. The Ego all in defense. Acting all loving and supporting. But fails to look at its own receipt. Which is in the humble mirror of love.

If the message hurts. Don’t kill the messenger. Take a look at yourself and respond.

Don’t react. That’s all frustration trying to handle opposition. Which is not in the messenger. It’s in the message free from the messenger.

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Life is all about choice.

We live in a contrasting world.

Where things defined as either good or bad. But that doesn't mean anything really.

Because a hammer in the head will kill you. But used correctly it can build a home.

So the very first thing to choose is about what kind of a world and universe you live in.

Because you can only choose one option:

A friendly or hostile universe?

You see you are in relation to everything you experience. So everything stems from you. Inside out.

If you really need to get rid of something not serving you. Can you do that without being aware of it?

Of course not. If you are aware of it but not aware enough to understand the destructive consequences would you say that you perhaps need to become more aware? Yes!

This is why negative experiences increase.

To make you understand.

That is love.

Friendly.

How I Can Help You?

Please download the 32 page very condensed and instructional manual on manifestation above!

PRAYER.

It's not that hard or difficult to speak a prayer over yourself. To wish for everything becoming better and your desires coming true. But the true power in prayer is to pray for somebody else. And to be more specific speak a prayer over somebody you feel have done you wrong. Because a heartfelt prayer wishing them well cannot coexist with condemnation. You cannot hold them guilty for what they've done while at the same time wishing them freedom.

There is a karmic attachment between you and this individual.

So if you think about it. The prayer of somebody else's freedom in relation to their injustice done to you will also free yourself. Life is too short to hold a grudge. If we wish for a better world of love where everybody is free it has to include them as well. We are compassionate human beings.

We are not judgemental prosecutors.

Please forgive them. For they knew not what they did.

Prayer is ALWAYS answered. What emotion is dominant will become the answer. So an individual can pray for 1 hour without emotion and that is just like reading the dishwasher manual. No effect in terms of divine communication. When a prayer request is sent with specific ambitions but in contrary emotions the answer will be a reflection of that emotion despite the ambition (thoughts). This is love. It is delivering awareness of what is creating resistance which can be transformed and transmuted.

So we always get what we ask for. But perhaps there is resistance to that which needs to be taken care of primarily. Don't get mad at a stone hindering water. Remove it.

I am not a stone. I am a human being.

Who you are.

When you have a wonderful feeling thought you want that to linger, because it creates such loving emotions.

When you have a terrible feeling thought you want that to end and stop terrorizing you as it creates unpleasant emotions.

What is it that is observing and wanting to get rid of these thoughts that creates these emotions?

You are stating that you want this to end, so there must be some sort of separation between you and what you want to rid yourself from? Who is that? What is that?

You cannot be in relation to yourself?

Like I am writing on this laptop right now. I am in relation to the laptop. The laptop is not who I am.

I am actually not even writing. Those are my hands doing it. And the thoughts with emotional content created inside my mind I am also in relation too. So who am I?

You cannot be anything that you are in relation to.

I am.

Awareness.

That's I am.

I didn't write 'That's WHAT I am', because that would be an object. Because it is objective.

You just observe.

I am. Being. Singular. One. Soul.

Soul.

What this now enables is a new perspective of the human experience.

You still have your thoughts and emotions with a clear and strong emphasis on HAVE.

Not identifying with them. They are something you have, not what you are.

That is a big difference and creates an understanding of being in relation to everything.

You now have to choice to entertain either pleasant or unpleasant thoughts that generate

emotions from a totally different, and true foundation.

You now have control. Inside out.

The only control you have.

Self talk.

When you seek validation from the outside telling you if you did good or bad, the rational mind that is very black & white and also personal unfortunately takes it as exactly that. Making you as an individual good or bad. You become somebody defined by what they do. But that is not who you are. What you did was either expanding or contracting.

It was either unfoldning or collapsing. It was either developing or declining.

All those are expressions that contributes or witholds.

Sometimes even destroys.

That is fantastic if you need to wreck a building that is falling apart.

But you aren't falling apart. Although it might seem like that given the wrong impressions.

Speaking of water!

Why do people enjoy and many even sing in the shower?

Because there are no obligations in there and you are being who you are.

You are not this individual with this attitude and style, you are not this identity with

a profession and employment. You are not a mother or a father. You are nothing!

Not identified. No pressure to maintain any image of yourself. Created by you!

In the shower you can let go and just be.

Learn this outside the shower.

The adult child.

When you lack the ability of affirming yourself. When you seek outside validation to define wether you are loving and a good enough human being. It becomes an incredible load on your children. Because everything that you do and offer them only reflects back a confirmation about you. And also other human beings, not only your kids. When you aren't secure and affirm yourself you will only feel good in relation to your most recent achievement, reflected back as outside confirmation. You let the world tell you who you are. When you do this you question yourself all the time. And that is what you teach your children. It's not that difficult to understand why they grow up questioning themselves and affirm themselves in relation to their latest achievement. These achievements are often it not mostly a practical performance. Like doing a great job. We don't celebrate and acknowledge emotional and humane support as much because that would demand we take the time to slow down and listen to ourselves, our own hearts. So we keep everything in mind. Literally. It's more practical that way. We don't wanna get emotional and express ourselves about how we feel and how it really is. If we do that we cannot maintain a steady work-pace and get the job done. Only I believe that we need to do this. And when we do we don't have to go back to getting the job done. There won't be any pressure anymore. Because we do the same things again, only in service and not for personal achievement. We can relax and affirm ourselves as good enough. As we are, not in what we do. Now we can actually give the kids something we have. Something impossible to do in the absence of it. If I wanna give you an apple but I don't have one. I will have to make a strong justification creating a dishonest construct around this "gift". This will cause great confusion in the recipient as they will feel that something isn't right. Kids don't lie. And you as a parent will feel that there is something missing. Like the connection is off. No shit Sherlock. You are basically placing all your heavy load of undealt emotions in the lap of your children. Asking them indirectly to make you feel good about yourself. This is all projection. This is all irresponsibility. This is all why kids are on meds and therapy. No child is broken and need fixing. Only the projecting adults are.

Kids are magnificent, loving & compassionate artists. Something we also want to be, and deep inside are. But we are too afraid to be authentic. So we'll make them stand in line. To get the job done. As the machine has to keep going. And celebrate their performance over their humanity. Just like we do with ourselves.

To function in a world of dysfunction.

In music production there is something called a convolution reverb.

What a reverb does is to create dimensional space. An acoustic environment to give a sense of depth to the expression. Well with a convolution reverb you can record a piece of audio in a particular environment that has a particular acoustic space, a particular dimensional space thus creating what is called an impulse respons. And as you use that recording the convolution reverb will recreate that space and your expression of choice will be expressed as if it was in that acoustic environment. You can also adjust the amount of acoustic reverb you wish to be experienced with a dial called wet/dry. Meaning that if when dialed to all wet you'll get 100% space acoustics. When dialed to dry it will express the desired expression with no acoustic dimensional space. So! What this translates to in manifestation is the thought being the equivalent to dry and the emotion to wet. So the more clear the expression is (thought) combined with the acoustic dimensional space (emotion) the more effective your communication will be to the universe as you send out your request in a larger space as appose to an all dry signal staying only inside your own mind.

You create your own impulse as you imagine the dimensional space of what you desire. Then dream about it with as much acoustics as possible = A wet dream. When done properly and frequently you'll eventually get a respons.

Why do you think the churches are large cathedrals with big acoustic reverberation?

So the message will bypass logic and get fused with your subconscious.

Pretty dangerous if you aren't communicating something harmonious.

Imagine you speak into an FX box. That produces echoes. So if you say 'I love you' with 4-5 echoes you will infused that just as many times in your subconscious. Imagine that you could tighten those echo responses until they become a long tail of interconnected echoes. That is acoustics. So perhaps that will produce 'I love you' about 50 times instead of 5. With the right words and the right feeling. You guessed it. Great success!

MORAL COMPASS

The ego is your prefrontal cortex. It identifies. Thereby, Identity. It looks at an object and interprets.
We don't fall in love with anything plastic as we do in something living. Or do we? Perhaps if we interpret incorrectly.
If we are balanced between our logic (masculine) and our emotions (feminine) our internal compass will be intuitive and harmonious in line with our hearts. Just like the needle of a compass that always points to the north. We function in the same way except when we make judgements. These are often if not always wrong because they incorporate data. The data are mistakes or accomplishments which never justifies and defines who somebody is. But keeps them chained to an identity coming from a completely static and objective perspective. Which is also how it's supposed to be! If you know who you are. If you know you are soul and eternal energy you should be static and identified with it.
So much in-fact that you realize that there is no separation and that you and soul are actually one.

The prefrontal cortex (Ego) determines if something is useful or not, given the current circumstances. If you identify with this as yourself, as who you are. You will become useful or not, given your current circumstances. That's why, if you have not performed or accomplished anything recently. You are of no use. You have NOT done a good job.

This is of course never the truth. But from a logical perspective it is, which cannot see a bigger picture that incorporates more than just the current state of affairs. The Ego & Heart are in alignment. Both are in center. That is why such strong importance of listening to the heart and not the rational mind. The rational mind will always make a judgement in relation to you as a human being in total. The heart is accepting and from an emotional perspective understands that this was all about this particular event and not you in totality.

A very clear definition of this would be that somebody masculine (logical) thinks that we can just throw away the Christmas decorations as Christmas is now over. But somebody feminine understands from an emotional perspective that Christmas will happen again, and so it is wise not to rule the decorations out as they will become important next year. And from this description you can understand why somebody very masculine wants to throw themselves away. From the lack of a grander more emotional understanding. All based in the current set of conditions based in performance. Useful now or not.

A good moral is actually in the line of the earths electromagnetic field. We are children of nature. Father Sun. Mother Moon. We are nature. All the planets correspond to different frequencies the correlates to various parts of the human mind. That's why we go thru things collectively because we are all affected by the same source, namely universal energy. To be authentic and intuitive as a human being means to be in line with the fundamental forces of the universe. Why do you think it's called universal? Why is Mars masculine & Venus feminine? Why is Pluto transformation? Why is Mercury communication?

One of the, if not the most immoral judgements of humanity will now be presented below:

As a baby you begin nurturing yourself with breastmilk. After a while you consume puré. After that you begin eating finely chopped vegetables and fruit. Maybe then you'll have some sausage without skin. Until you've received your teeth and begin to chew as you now are ready for more complex consumption. And you know all about crawling and walking turning into bike riding and so on. It's the same with wisdom and universal knowledge. The key factor in the child's development and evolution is a hunger for more. They want to learn more because it gives them freedom. If they stagnate nothing particular happens and they become and stay as they are. That's exactly what happens when we don't or stop communicating with spiritual divinity.
All we ever want is available to be delivered to us on the spot. But if you receive the equivalent of a large stake without teeth and motor skills to operate your tongue you'll choke. Only this happens inside your mind as you need to digest the information given before you'll receive something more complex. All is love and all is given. But you'd never give a 2 year old child a motorized vehicle as they would by all certainty kill themselves in an accidental situation. As would you and you mind from its limited capability to process and digest too much all at once. So you learn to handle to puré of knowledge until you'll be able to chew on the cosmic stakes of wisdom. What serves you in the restaurant of divine knowledge is yourself. You gotta stay hungry and excited about receiving more. And completely trust in the kitchen. The kitchen of the astral cousine only cooks with love. So don't be afraid. It's for your own good. It's evolutionary nutrition coming out of there. So please don't get full. Please don't come to the conclusion that you had it all. The meny is never ending and always evolving. Just like you.

EVO translates to evening. Meaning later on. It's a bit heavy to digest a three course meal in the morning.

We have to start with something easier to digest before the system is ready for more advanced flavors and complexity. Same goes for everything. Especially for your cognitive mind whom interprets and digest information potentially destructive to a state not ready yet. Slow down. Enjoy the nuancing which eventually gives a richer clarity later on. When you get it? Here comes the next evolutionary idea to bit your teeth into.

Stay curious. Stay astronaut.

Why is alcohol destructive? Some have fun with it?

All you need is inside you. If you've suffered trauma of any kind you need to heal in order to stay true to the youth.

To access everything inside you, all you need to do is to relax and receive. Alcohol provides that relaxation but also the cognition (your personality) that is supposed to be there receiving all the info. So things come to the surface, to your awareness but the one in need of guidance is also numbed. This is why people that are drunk sit around crying about the past. Because the youniverse provides an opportunity to understand in order to forgive, let go and move on. But the clown ain't getting it. IT dnummed itself. Then takes it out on poor Georgie.

FORGIVING AND ACCEPTING IS NEVER THE SAME THING.

THE CONDEMNATION IS DONE BY OURSELVES AND NEED NOT PUNISHMENT.

WHAT IS NEEDED IS UNDERSTANDING AND BELIEVE ME.

THAT IS AS CRUEL AS CAN BE.

I KNOW IT.

UNDERSTANDING MUST SOMETIMES HAPPEN IN A SECLUDED AREA. IN ASSISTED CONTEMPLATION AND REFLECTION. THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH TIME OR PHYSICAL PAIN. EXCEPT THAT IS DOES.

ONLY SELF-INFLICTED. EVENTUALLY. WITH HELP. YOUR SUFFERING IS MY SUFFERING. AS WE ARE CONNECTED.

SWEET INNER CHILD OF MINE. I LOVE YOU.

NOBODY IS EVIL. ONLY HEAVILY MISTREATED.

YOU CAN'T FIGHT FIRE WITH FIRE.

YOU CAN'T FIGHT FIGHT WITH FIGHT.

WHAT DO YOU DRINK WHEN YOU'RE THIRSTY?

A CUP OF SAND?

Am I saying that it's OK to murder somebody. To murder a child and then be forgiven and walk away? No. Of course not.

But we can understand where that behaviour came from.

That way we can prevent it from being past on to future generations neglected emotionally capable of doing terrible acts in frustration from the robot-like treatment experienced growing up. We water our flowers with water. Not with acid.

That only produces somebody really pist off. Seeking justice and validation

from being bullied by the closest source of love.

Although. When the damage has been done.

And the dangerous individual capable of murder walks the earth.

Acid might just do the trick.

303.

(FYI - How do you murder a child passively? You make them doubt themselves by not staying true to them. That makes them question their authenticity and their soul begins to die. When that happens, they might end up wanting to leave this place)

(FYI again. Or they might project that in frustration and want you to leave instead)

Don't you want a balloon?

Can you understand where pressure is coming from?

On another note. What does the label say on the most popular handcréme in the world? Antibacterial.

What is the most important part of your gastrointestinal tract? This is the main reason for colon cancer.

You kill what is keeping you alive.

You have a rational mind. A mind completely closed off from the spiritual world.

A judgemental and evaluating mind without emotional understanding. A mind of theoretical knowledge. Only.

The hormone that get's triggered when using psilocybin mushrooms or LSD is DMT (dimetyltryptamin).

That is something already existing inside the human being system. This can be triggered and secreted using breathwork as well. I have done this also. From my conclusions and experiences we can from a dosage/intensity free ourselves from the rational mind. In increments. So a smaller dosage would mean a little distancing from the rational mind. And a very large dosage would become the equivalent of completely out of touch and connection to the rational mind.

We don't acquire anything doing this. We simply get access to what is always there. Our spiritual dimensions and authentic self.

Everything here is just the way it is. No judgement or evaluation. It's just acceptance and equanimity. And this is where we can re-learn what has gone missing about our existence and way of life. In order to stay more harmonious, joyful and creative.

The real gain here and impact is that the rational mind does NOT get numbed. It just gets a break but cognition is still around to remember and to see things clearly. But this is just like any other great aid.

This is an aid. A natural aid.

You still have to do the work and stay connected without it. Using it to connect and to hear the messages about harmony again and again is just like seeing a terrific therapist over and over but never really applying any of the inspiration to your everyday life.

Also a strong word of caution.

Thinking that stronger is better? Like increased dosage right from the start to gain as much potential out of it as possible?

That is an extremely bad idea. You cognition is not ready for that. The rational mind can become very disoriented resulting in a long recovery or in worst cases a life long damage. This cannot be compared to any drug and/or alcohol. There is just no likeness in experience.

DMT hormone is released when you die. It's does this to completely disconnect from the rational mind in order for you to review your life beyond the restrictions of third dimensional time. This is a structure created by the rational mind. This is also why the therapeutic possibilities are so grand because when we travel inside the subconscious without the rational restrictions, we can thru self or external guidance go to places of trauma and untangle misunderstanding. This is where the true healing benefits come in and what I believe is the main purpose. Not to trip out and dance around. That you're supposed to do anyway without any aid at all. And you can from dropping shame. Nike.

Because this brings us to a relaxed state of harmony presenting everything in total acceptance it means that no sides are taken.

So what you are left with is balance, which is another definition of truth. And if you grasp that you'll understand that what we got here, is a truth serum. To be used to bring forth any lie within a human being exposing it to the light if you will, and in guidance and conversation together in a secure and non-judging environment confess to expand and heal.

Something completely possible without it. Just two human beings provided a non-judgemental guide participates.

Although some trauma is extremely deep and prevents the human being from reaching it due to strong disconnection to their emotions. Like somebody behaving as a Psychopath. Sideshow path.

So do we need alcohol &/or psychedelics?

What we need is a brake from the judgemental and analytical mind. This can be achieved in meditation. Both alcohol & psychedelics provides this only psychedelics keeps the cognition intact which lets us see things clearly. That is what psychedelics are. They are not some trippy drug that creates an escape from reality. They do the opposite. We are so trapped in our ego mentality that works in survival mode all the time that we create a world of fear. Because nobody loving needs to survive. Only someone fearful does. Our subconscious is love, it's the love connection. Our analytical mind is the fear connection. And when you want to experience love you first must get a proper experience of what that is. Many of us hasn't. So we believe that it's outside of ourselves. Alcohol can't present this.
Psychedelics can. When you know the way to Paris you know. But you gotta become aware for the first time.

Continuously using psychedelics is like getting the best advice over and over again but not doing the work necessary from that advice.

CAFFEINE, AMPHETAMINE & COCAINE

STRONG, STRONGER, STRONGEST! - THE EGO FAMILY

All of these substances trigger rational thinking. Structure & Ego. That is the opposite of emotional humanity. That's why a cup of coffee gets you going as you need to move stuff around and get it done. That is also why you think you own the entire world when you've consumed cocaine. Both are an expression of the same thing only at different levels on the spectrum. Even black tea contain some caffeine and so you might ask where do we place ONE cup of coffee or tea on the spectrum in relation to a human being? Well. E=MC2. It depends on what kind of emotional trauma you've got under the surface behind all rational thinking and also in relation to your body weight and current rest. In other words you need to connect to yourself. Maybe take a break for some time and let those emotions come to the surface to be processed (understood, forgiven & let go), instead of adding to escape.

Educational.

When somebody isn’t delivering everything in clarity with less information that expands consciousness as much as possible in a context when they themselves has done so means, that they still have a lot of ego attachment and want to primarily be acknowledged as an intellectual and secondary to assist you. You might think that they do not posses these skills and therefor don’t deliver. But we can learn anything that we desire. And they simply do not. Because they have already arrived in perfect understanding. A stagnate flow of the universe. Contrary to what they teach and to nature.

We can always become better. And that is to be clear.

I love you. I am so grateful.

I will never stop listening.

Thank you so much,

for teaching me.

Alan Watts.

All one.

♥

Thank you so much Abdullah & Neville Goddard.

THE TRUE STORY.

The only thing of true value in this life is experience.

When you've experienced your true self. Unidentified non-conceptual.

Then you know God by experience. Not from texts. Not from words.

I have done this so I speak from experience.

When you close your eyes everything is black.

When you let go of anything conceptual everything is (even with your eyes closed) white.

But that is all an illusion of the mind. Projecting what it interprets.

Everything material combined will be perceived as black. Everything spiritual will be perceived as white.

When your mind doesn't produce anything material like a thought is, it will become free. And thus have nothing to show on the cinematic screen of your imagination = Salvation = White = Clear image.

And also true. Because that is pure awareness here forever.

A thought comes and goes, just like anything else material.

So is the answer to remain in this state of mind?

Totally free in absolute salvation. No.

Because then you will miss out on something happening right now.

Your life experience that includes everything & everyone.

But you now have a reference point and understanding of who you are.

From experience. And that is invaluable. Like all human beings.

RELIGION

The purpose of any religion is happiness. In any other case you are baptized in corruption, total self-destruction.

The greatest understanding you will ever need.

Get to know. As much as possible. In all aspects.

The role of the victim.

You cannot let this go until you understand it.

Somebody victimized will never prosper.

It goes against nature. They might have money.

But that is not what you are looking for.

We cannot let anything go,

until we understand IT.

It's like your angry at the landlord for putting a front door on your apartment.

When infacts you refuse to open IT. IT has its function but not to incarcerate you.

Stop blaming IT and understand IT instead.

What that truly means is not letting the outside world dictate who you are and, what you can do.

Nothing outside of you can ever tell you who you are. Not even your own achievements. These define what you do. NOT who you are. And certainly not your mistakes. Those where things misunderstood & handled in frustration/impulse.

What we call narcissist

The darkness biggest enemy is the light. The lights biggest enemy is the darkness.

Only it's not. They are each others salvation.

The issue with somebody dishonest is that they will perceive somebody discovering and unveiling their lies as control. Why is because they can only understand from their own lack of emotional understanding & calculative tactics. In other words, control.

MARY, JOSEF & JESUSCHRIST!!!

ADAM & EVE

LIFE OR DEATH

I  M  M  A  C  U  L  A  T  E        C  O  N  T  R  A  P  T  I  O  N

S E R I O U S L Y    M A R Y .

SOUND.

Sound is a product of vibration. Vibration is energy. We as human beings can feel. We can feel the vibrations.
So one does not need ears to enjoy feelings. And that means that whatever you say is a product of your emotion.
So if you say you love me. But don't feel that inside yourself. I will either have to accept the words and go against my intuition.
That will slowly brake my spirit. Or, I will have to question your authenticity. When I do. You have the opportunity to find the feeling within you.
Or, to continue this maskerade. Keeping up the facade of somebody not in-touch with their emotions.
All from the fear, of being vulnerable & honest. With me.

But really: With you.

The one major feedback I've gotten on my work from others.

Is where I have misspelled words.

Still like.. what?

PROJECTION.

ATTENTION!

DIAGNOSIS

..The Secret..

STOP

Say yes to life!

Check this out:

Life is tough and hard on me.

When you say that. You are actually lying.
Because you make it tough. That is the truth.

So this will keep your rational thinking mind master and

highly dominant because it is given the task of manufacturing

a reality that reflects that statement.

This is a repeller mentality.

(My life sucks)

Life is beautiful and easy on me.

When you say that. You are actually telling the truth.

This accepts challenges in life and gives mandate to the heart.

The task given to the rational mind subsides into basic survival.

It doesn't have to manufacture a reality anymore.

A true love story unfolds. This is an attractor mentality.

(My life is amazing)

Let it go! Let it go!

Can't hold you back anymore!

You don't owe anyone or anything your joy!

The only thing you owe is giving it to yourself.

This constant striving at becoming better is true and correct.

The thing we misunderstand is that this stems from us not being good enough.

What it means is simply that feeling fear, shame, guilt & unworthy is not healthy.

This is actually not well. So what is needed to heal from that is not to say that we are sick.

But that we need to become better and reach the surface of what was originally intended.

We are not nocturnal. We are not aquatic. We are also not alien. We belong on the surface.

We are human beings. Instruments of love working properly in balance & in harmony with nature.

To be as unique as each individual tree without comparison. Accept yourself.

Forgiveness

The only way to free yourself and let go of guilt is thru forgiveness.

We have to get rid of pride, vengeance, justification, judgement and forgive ourselves.

The complexity of what creates everything always involves many factors, like many other people.

But there is a part of it all that you alone is responsible for. For that you need to take full responsibility and

forgive yourself for. If you don't you will carry the guilt and continously condemn and punish yourself for it.

This will create disease inside you that will only attract an undesirable outcome. All from your internal, income.

Which is on a negative balance. What happened is what happened. There is no changing that.

The only thing that can change anything is forgiveness. And that is about forgiving yourself.

All to become free of debt. Free of guilt.

You feel and carry guilt from a guilty conscience. It has become a guilty consciousness.

It has become a dominant part of your awareness. Why?

Because it is a priority to handle with forgiveness or else there will be destructive consequences.

This is all about love telling you how to get better from a state of not feeling well. It's not a punishment.

But you have to go thru the pain emotionally & intellectually to understand, in order to forgive, in order to let go.

This is the order. When it's done you won't need a receipt. Your life will become free.

Are you all alone?

The human being that is very lovable & desirable that people want to have in their lifes.

The person that people want to get intouch with is someone that feels this way about themselves.

Not solely think this way about themselves without feeling. That is all a big Ego trying the cheat life. Cheat love.

When you love accept & yourself. When you become free from the destructive emotions within you. You are

by natural definition very attractive. And that has nothing to do with your physical apperance.

You physical apperance follows the general feelings of appreciation and love from within.

You can't fake that. People will feel that. Because you feel that underneath it all.

You are naturally extremely attractive to everything and everyone.

But with counteractive, counter intuitive energy. You repell instead of attract.

If you are alone. With no family. No friends. No money. Losing what you have.

It's all from the feelings that are most dominant within you.

You don't have to do so much. More get rid of resistance.

Make yourself attractive. Like you are.

The Machine

The machine will kill you.

The machine has no emotions. The rational mind is just like a machine. It will terminate what is perceived as a threat for survival by sending that command to the body. When that command has been affirmed the machine will override itself. I doesn't understand that this involves complete shutdown of the entire system which includes all.

There is only one way to prevent this from happening at point critical.

It has to be given a new monotone task without emotional triggering.

This will free the body from accepting the command and also hypnotize the

machine using its own tactics.

An immediate solution for everything will perhaps not present itself.

But this command will not be dominant anymore and you will survive.

The body might become restless after some time which is very natural

given the sudden freedom from control.

Please use as follows:

Lay down on your back. Focus on your breathing in and out.

Keep your attention between your eyebrows and let the machine be.

(Please click the image of the machine)

And know that I really LOVE YOU and you are worthy of a beautiful life!

The Machine is overheated. It needs a brake to become kool again.

The light will switch from code red to harmlessonius green.

This might seem odd but when overheating occurs there is one method to use prior to passively following your breath. And that is to shower the top of your head and forehead with cold water. Something electrical producing higher watts of energy becomes hotter. Same goes for the processing inside your mind. The more being generated, the more heat.

DIVINE COMMUNICATION

Everything is divine communication and guidance leading us back to harmony.

Like Christmas. Why is it the biggest holiday of the year? Because it brings the biggest communication and guidance of all.

That when we feel good about ourselves we shall receive more of the same.

From a spiritual foundation which is feeling. We attract more ofside which is material.

We put all things aside and for one day leave every hurt, every judgement and condemnation in order to be together and to celebrate the Christmas spirit.

We forgive and let it all go. We can do this everyday.

Let ourselves off the hook.

Just allow us all to feel good.

Why is this divine? It sounds God-Like!

Because it is. God likes. God does not dislike.

God forgives. God brings us together and God

is ready to give you the world. When you act

as if you('re) like God.

You just have to leave out the control that's all.

That's what faith is all about.

Love God and God loves you.

God is love. So why not?

All is communication from source

Every breath you take
And every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
I'll be watching you

Every single day
And every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
I'll be watching you

Oh, can't you see
You belong to me

These communications are not manmade.

They are from source energy. Everything is. Coming to us in the form of inspiration.

To inspire us to reflect and to come home. Back to love.

This is not control, this is not policing. This is compassionate guidance. The universe sends us these communications all the time. It's only the ego that can't see further than itself. You are never controlled by the universe, only by the mind. Source energy is pure love asking you to acknowledge this. The more you do that, the more you will get in return as you speak, act & create out of and for love.

The truth of the matter

Like Literally!

Even though it might not be perceived this way, but we actually do about 5% work and the rest is given to us. That a staggering 95% ladies and gentlemen! And we give credit to the thinking mind who's actually responsible for those 5%. Nothing happens without inspiration. And inspiration is given, not produced. A thought is produced but after than we receive inspiration. All that has ever been created and ever will be comes in the form of inspiration. From source. From God. From the universe. Whatever you wanna call this. Inspiration - Thought & Emotions - Matterfestation. This is the primary understanding the human race must begin to accept. And you know what? It's like basics. It's like drinking water. It's like breathing. It's like just being.

Thank you Source, God, Universe! Thank you for everything! Practically everything ;)

RAGE!

When you've got supressed anger.

There is no way. Absolutely no way. That this can come out and be ventilated in a low affective manor.

It ain't gonna happen. You might think it happened because the topic and descriptions where there but sorry.

If you are pist off. If you are angry. If you feel mistreated there is only one way to express that and that is letting it all out in anger!

Anger expressed is not calm and relaxed. That is not suppressed anger being expressed. This does not involve hurting anyone but it can involve hurting objects. Like a baseball bat and a log in the woods. Or perhaps some furniture outside in the yard. Because you know what happens if you don't? It gets bottled up. Unexpressed to turn into an uncontrolled frustration dangerous to yourself and to others. This is probably the biggest and most idiotic decisions ever made by anyone. That it's not alright to become angry.

What you really want is to say and express exactly how you feel! And there is actually nobody to consider taking offense.

You don't have to scream at or hurt somebody. Want you want is to stand up for yourself and express your perception and experience.

You want to state that 'I don't think this is OK!' Because as long as you don't express that. You are by implication telling yourself that it is. And that is really what's hurting you.

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All you have to do is to believe!

What that means is when you feel a possibility of something becoming a manifested reality.

Entertain that thought.

When you feel the opposite like it's never gonna happen.

Don't DON'T entertain that thought. You see?

If you are not in the place of feeling great about your visions and dreams do something else.

Don't bring destructive entertainment into your system. That's called a virus. Better leave it be.

Let things cook by itself. Come back when you add seasoning instead of poison.

When it's done it's done.

But until then:

You don't have to do anything.

Anything in life can be done with a gap between your teeth.

The only time that your teeth should be touching each other is when you chew or smile.

When your tongue rests in the roof of your mouth it will give you an elevated emotion.

With your eyebrows slightly up you are exited and expecting something magical.

You can do whatever you want. And that my friend can be exactly the same as

what it is that you're doing today.

Life is yours. Please enjoy it.

Doing ANYTHING with a frown will

only communicate your destruction.

You don't HAVE to work yourself so hard.

It's not about the achievement.

It's about the experience.

That YOU feel.

We share.

L'Oreal.

Example:

Don't ever again take a leak wearing tight pants

and a t-shirt you had when you was 9 trying to catch the bus

leaving in 2 minutes 5 minutes from where you are all the while

figuring out your past and predicting the future.

If you got that problem?

Go see the dentist.

A SUMMARY:

I like summer. Don't you? All the beautiful nature with a perfect breeze and everything feels easy and effortless. More so than a snow blizzard or whipping rain during fall season. But that is beautiful to! And what makes us appreciate everything comes from within. When we are collected and summed up inside. No more agitation. When we feel really good there really isn't much that can make anything seem bad. Right? Like it's all good in the hood!

So the summary. The conclusion and collective message is to find summer within.

All you have to do is to feel good about yourself. And that is done by letting go of everything stating the opposite because that will generate feelings of disease. When you feel disease you don't feel good about yourself. Let go of all the connections you keep with others that make you feel bad. Those are lies and misunderstandings. Don't invest in a negative return.

If you wanna invest in stocks you don't keep investing in a stock that goes down?

Let go of what doesn't make you feel good.

All the way 'til "summer" and then it doesn't matter that much.

Because when you're free. You're free.

And as a bonus. All things now come to you.

Because you've made yourself attractive.

If you are safe and secure within yourself you don't have anything to defend.

You won't take offense. Because you don't identify with something destructive, not even a destructive thought inside your own mind. Love doesn't need defence.

It needs de-fencing. Freedom.

Truth hurts.

And the truth is that you've abused yourself for years and that got manifested in all your relationships. With money, with family, with children, with work.

All from the source that is you. You are in relation to everything else.

Everything starts at home. You're resonsible for yourself.

You will not feel good about yourself if you keep doing wrong.

Doing starts by thinking & feeling. The rational mind is not home.

Home is where the heart is.

But the mind is needed in order to balance it out.

So what is created and manifested is for both me and you.

All heart: Submission

All Mind: Domination

Because you know what?

Either way. It's forever about harmony.

It's about coming together from the inside out.

You gotta feel in to it. That's why it's called making sense of  it all.

RASISM

Rasism has never been about anything physical.

It's a "We/Them" mentality that stems from imbalance within the individual having difficulty understanding themselves. It's a war internally between the masculine and the feminine aspects of one individual human being that is projected onto the material screen of life.

When you become a hippie wearing a suit with the tie around your head whilst barefoot you are in balance. (Trying to paint a picture here)

The left side is rational (5%) Material

The right side is emotional (95%) Spiritual

We are human. We are human beings.

Not robots. But we need to have structure to survive and to thrive. Like 5%.

Or else we live in the woods trying to build a fire from damp wood while our kids die from pneumonia. And the funny thing about that is the fact that this is actually a very black & white way of seeing things? The very same kind of thinking that we flip the finger?

Huh? How about that. A rigid hippie. All groovy inside but all broke 4 gravy outside.

I would probably say that somebody's living a lie and perhaps behaving a bit immature?

Both sides actually.

THE PATH.

As you can see there is no hole in the trunk.

That's because the individual walking their life's path knows who they are.

They walk the path chosen for them in harmony with nature. You see it's like this:

The Psychological path:

This path lacks emotion when completely out of balance.

This path will do anything for success regardless of any form of emotion.

Like disregarding others feelings. All opinion.

The Emotional Path:

This path lacks logic when completely out of balance.

This path will do anything for success regardless of any form of rationality.

Like disregarding physical age. No opinion.

The Drive:

The drive is continuous, it's always there and always pass thru the heart.

This will give energy to your desires. Even if you are out of balance this will fuel your desire.

If your desire that originates from your root chakra doesn't follow the heart, destructive consequences

will occur. When thought or emotion gets the best of us.

Your Path:

Your path is driven by your source of energy passing thru the heart in alignment with your hearts desire.

When you know who you are and become courageous to follow this path in complete trust everything will work out fantastic. Because this is designed for you. This is all 4 U (Accepting, Responsible, Loving)

You are not needy (Empath, Neglect, Reactive) nor are you greedy (Psypath, Control, Reactive).

Both Empathic & Psycological is fundamental for a human experience

when in balance and in harmony with your soul.

Grateful + Humble = True

Not Superior nor Inferior

The Path of the Heart:

BREATHING

Your breathing does not have to follow the sequence intensity of what you are performing. Also being serious about what you do, does not imply not being happy. A smile and a slow steady breathing combined with awareness focused on the breath can together with rapid physical movement create something free from stress.

When the breathing syncs with the speed of the performance or subsides to make room for the performance is when stress is created.

Love is always the priority.

Love is not felt with other bodyparts than the heart.

Your heart will feel that and become sad.

Neglected authenticity.

Whatever kool idea. Whatever sensation or experience you have.

None of that. Actually nothing at all is possible without your heartbeat.

We seem to prioritize the mind and giving it too much credit for everything.

But the mind is dead without the heart. The heart needs to eat to or else it dies.

But it doesn't care so much for achievements and awards for different accomplished tasks.

No, it longs for gratidude. For you being grateful and in this way giving credit to whom

is actually number 1. See it from the outside in. You don't give credit to your feet for staying alive?

But you know what? The heart is not a competitor. So it will be totally fine with you feeling grateful

for your feet. And also everything else. Because of its capacity to only love and not divide.

It only makes it all function in total harmony. Something to be very grateful for.

I love you my sweetheart. Thank you.

Thank you for everything.

God is love.

Wanna know if something is loving? Ask your heart!

Like feeling grateful. You don't have to think about it.

I used to think about it.

And I used to say 'I am grateful'.

Like it was some sort of achievement or accomplished task.

Now I don't say that at all. I feel it.

Just like I'm sorry or I love you.

With focus and attention, feeling in my heart:

I say out loud:

I am sorry

Please forgive me

I love you

Thank you - For everything

Why is this important? To say it out loud?

Because it makes it official for the mind.

Something unofficial never happened.

FEAR & LOVE - TENSION & RELAXATION

Do you know somebody or maybe you have asthma yourself?

Did you know that this is a problem related to carbon dioxide?

The attack is preventing the individual from breathing but, it is the lack of carbon dioxide the creates the cramp.

The cramp is the primary cause not the inability to breath new oxygen.

So what does that have to do with anything regarding the fundamental message of this website?

Well, you see that energy needs to flow. Love needs to flow freely inside your system.

Love = Blood that carries oxygen and carbon dioxide.

When you are tensed this gets prevented causing inflammation and disease.

So if you can breath rapidly thus increasing the level of carbon dioxide in your system you will get more relaxed.

I won't go into any techniques right now. But I'll leave a link in the title to someone professional.

The more relaxed you are, the more everything flows. And I mean everything.

Like your connection to the universe.

PASSION!

Imagine your subconscious being empty of love. Just clear content. Like the bottle on the left. Now imagine you add on drop of love at the time changing your subconscious content into something more loving. It would take some time to change the general state to become full of passion. That's why you have to be consistent. And that is absolutely wonderful. Because guess what?? If you only had to state and declare stuff one or two times with great emotion, you'd be dead by now from having thoughts of discontent. Dissed in your own content. Keep speaking truth and love over your life and everything in it. Now you change your world from the inside out. From the Flanders plain, to the pretty pink. Okelidokeli?

Peoples Court.

Whatever judgement you hold on to will create guilt inside you.

If I give you something that I really want to keep it will create an invisible thread between you and that something. Because you didn't want to let go of it. That's how love works when it didn't turn out the way we expected it in relation to other human beings. We gave our love. Maybe the little love we felt we had. So we end up with a negative balance on the love account. We end up in guilt. It's all a reflection of the threads uncut. Threads of condemnation and judgement. Sure they hurt us. Sure it was unfair. But truth be told. We put ourselves in that situation. But the reality of that is:

How could we've known?

How could we possibly have known that we create our own reality from the general & emotional state of being and that manifested itself as various consequences involving other human beings? To grasp all of that in the present moment with all of the different impressions simultaneously is impossible. If we could. We don't need a life story.

But maybe now that you've been given a greater understanding you might care more for yourself and the emotional inner world that creates the outside one.

So we can experience a love life story.

Starring: Errbody.

Jag är i mig själv kär. Because of how much I care.

I love you Lars, you love-detective bastard.

Feeling love inside, in love is not Ego

When there is no attachment

Just feeling

❤️

Listen to this! Only God can judge me. Well the universe, I.E God cannot judge.

Only you are capable of that. As a human being with your evaluating faculties.

So please stop hitting yourself.

I am not saying and suggesting that using harsch language inappropriately is to be encouraged.

But sometimes shit has to come out and that means that when things get stiff we might need a little cursive.

ASTROLOGY

In school. Do you know why you flunked the test?

It's not so much about the effort as it was attending & being present in class.

You subconscious mind has the ability to soak everything up without rational engagement.

Things are always on the move in the universe of love. Energies from stars and planets assist us

in perfect harmony to help us become free. Free from the burdens of a material life and free to live in love. I haven't watched any conventional news in almost 10 years now.

My YouTube Playlist:

IT'S A WONDERFUL WORLD

JUST GOTTA KEEP THE RIGHT VIBE IN RELATION TO TRUTH!

CONTEXT MATTERS. LOVE IS LOVE.

Inspirational Links:

PRAISE YOURSELF WITHOUT EXTERNAL COMPARISON

Everybody knows deep inside, but some are blocked.

By fear impressed from the world. It's so sad.

When you don't like yourself deep inside, a job will become something you have to do.

When you enjoy yourself you can enjoy what you do. Then it doesn't matter that much.

Or you feel strong enough to pursue what you wish for. Come correct = Harmonious

Men & Women are not equal and never will be.

We are electro boy & magneto girl. Naturally.

But we are equal in value.

A rational mind can't tell things apart, it just mashes everything together.

It can't see that. Because it doesn't feel. So we have a lot to learn from each other. To create harmony in every moment. Not just as a general statement.

The General needs emotions to lead the army of love.

YOUR SUCCESS IS NEVER MY DEFEAT.

WHERE DID THAT COME FROM?

All of this was created from what you've always showed me. Growing up things didn't always turn out for the best. But I understand that it isn't easy being a parent. And it isn't easy being both a mom & dad.

I did all of this for us. So we could be closer and understand each other.

I wipe my own tears mamma! I love you. Thank you 4 life.

I make it!

GOD

God is love. God is free. God is boundless. God is unconditional. God is forever giving. God loves you.

God wants everything not needing anything. God first.

Just like your heart.

Anything that creates disharmony will be yourself being out of tune with nature.

You're a part of an angelic choir that always sings in perfect harmony. If you participate in a choir and choose to sing a different note that is not in accordance with what everybody else sings it will sound false and out of pitch. But you don't have to worry about anybody else. You don't have to worry at all. You just have to stay in tune with yourself. How you do that is by staying true & courageous in relation to your heart. No fear. It's all about love. Experience life here and now. No history and no expectations.

Life will give itself to you. Because you are life.

In harmony.

VALUE

If you value something you take care of it.

You cannot give away what you do not have. So it becomes difficult to enjoy life if you do not value yourself.

If you don't feel worthy you will not take care of yourself and you will not give yourself everything.

Everything is a reflection of how your perceive yourself.

If you think you are worthy but donesn't receive more life?

It's because you aren't feeling grateful. Grateful comes first always.

We cannot attract and receive more of life if we can't feel grateful for life itself.

Feeling was the sectret. Gratitude is something we have to practice.

Because we get used to things and take them for granted.

Like ourselves being here experiencing life.

That every moment, is a gift.

What makes you feel worthless is a series of mistakes and a lack of purpose.

That will put you in a perception of being a burden and simply taking up space that

you're not worthy of taking. The mistakes you did was part of your journey into becoming.

We cannot unfold and develop without experience. This is how that happens.

Your purpose is to make yourself feel good about yourself by connecting to the source of creation.

Staying in harmony with the present moment on purpose to reset. Of being not doing.

Come back to who you are. Not what you do or did.

Now you can do anything. Out of peace & love.

Instead of constantly seeking approval.

You are good. You are God.

You are love.

You are.

But if you keep treating yourself to unhealthy options, then you are behaving contradictory to who you are.

You are not being loving in relation to yourself. Be love to give love. To yourself.

Stay true.

Return to source. Not your mom.

But the feminine inside you. Then take action using the masculine. Don't rely on your dad. You have to balance both, listening to your heart. Now you succeed.

PRESSURE AGAIN..

When we feel fear it creates pressure. Pressure to handle failure or pressure to perform.

How is it possible to feel pressure inside of us? If not from blood. And if not from blood pressure. Who has that capability? Yes. The heart. So this means when we do not trust the heart we feel pressure. Because we don’t want to do anything we feel we aren’t ready for. But that is also something we determine before it happens. Hence the pressure created. So if we can trust the heart we won’t feel the pressure as much. We can have complete faith in the challenges and performances coming up. The heart is compassionate & understanding. It doesn't force anything. Just a healthy little amount of pressure.

HYPNOTIMEZ:

Click the TV

Btw, I think you should get a bigger TV. Get a bigger one every month or so until you can't see the frame anymore. - Well. What's the point of that. It would be just like watching the world.

- Yeah. It's called life. Airs, stream, flows 24/7 starring you.

Don't snooze. You might wake up by the last season.

And by then missed out on everything.

I shoot I score!

Point.

No information?

If you await results there is a significant characteristic defining it. You don't know.

And when you don't know you have no control. When you have information you at least have the impression that you do. But all that is never the same as the finished product, the results. So when we feel out of control we tend to worry.

The antidote for worry is believing for a positive outcome, good results.

With faith we know that something fantastic will come our way as long as we don't worry.

And that is exactly what will create harmony within you thus attracting possibilities.

If you are patient there will come possibilities, if you are impatient things will become impossible.

A simple statement. A neutral declaration for personal use is.

I AM OK.

Not, I am OK because or despite of.

'All is well' even though things look different.

If you can rest in your heartspace with these faithful statements,

you'll expect things to become better. And they will!

All from your vibration.

YE = You

SUS = Sostenuto

Keep a steady stream & maintain the vibration.

Things will begin to happen.

God is neither believing nor doubting.

God is accepting. Accept God.

Know God. God is love.

Have faith.

...hey.. If I was on a path of harmony. Wouldn't I get side tracked if I went too slow or too fast?...

I better get the feel for it. Don't wanna have to rely on a pacemaker!

Or is it peacemaker? Whatever. Better keep the pace.

Sweet = Kind

I believe that we eat sweets as comfort because it gives us the impression that we are kind to ourselves. I think it’s correct in a way, but feel that what we really seek is to actually behave more kindly to our mistakes and efforts. To be more sweet in relation to ourselves and not so hard and demanding. But as our mind is rational and material this becomes something of an outside in approach. When in fact everything is about the inside out. Perhaps if we can be more sweet and not so judgmental inside, we won’t need so much sweets outside. Other than each other sweetcheeks 💕 Sweden has a candy obsession. And also tremendous amounts of judgement.

Crack comes in many forms.

But that wasn't always the case. As I confused sex with love. And fled my emotions I had to deal with. The pressure becomes painful and a release is necessary. But that can happen thru the heart instead. If you want a relief physically. Do whatever you want but not in any condescending fashion.

COME KILL ME! AND YOU KILL YOUR MOTHER.

ARE YOU ONE OF THOSE GIRLS?

I'M VERY SORRY. BUT YOUR MAMA

WAS VERY MASCULINE. FAKE.

Sometimes the music goes fast or slow. Sometimes the tone is right OR wrong? I depends on the song? And the scale? The song is who she is? And the scale is her age.

The tone can go up and down and side to side.

And that is something that she likes.

It can go to places she's only dreamed of and it will be fantastic!

All of that can be figured out.

It can take about 15 years.

Or! We can find a comfortable attitude in relation to something natural and talk about it????

Why not all together?

This could be about sex? But it doesn't have to?

It can be about sensuality?

It can be about emotions.

It can be in relation to maturity.

The perspective is yours. No matter what gender.

Freedom is not what da fuck ever on the streets!?

It's about getting to know each other. To make each other comfortable.

Whatever age and context that may be.

Still in motions to the wrong scale?

YOU ARE SICK.

Zoom out!

See a bigger picture than what you have right infront of your eyes.

If you love it shaved? Completely?

Well.. Go to Neptune.

Come home when you've frozen your nutz off.

Maybe we can look at each other after 150 years.

..even the wrong look then..?

OmegaCelestialNebulaFUCKAOutinspace!

LIsten and listen good:

IF YOU DON'T KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SEX & LOVE.

AND THAT IS THAT THEY ARE NOT THE SAME.

YOU ARE (AND I'M NOT SORRY FOR WRITING THIS) BEING SEXUAL WHEN YOU WIPE A BABIES BOTTOM. THAT IS A FACT.

NO F-WORD IN THAT SENTENCE THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

That doesn’t mean sexual arousal but sex/love confusion. If you act on that thinking that this behavior which involves arousal is perfectly alright? You are a pedophile.

Do you know why it's so interesting when somebody can control  the tone of their voice? Because it means that they can control themselves. The have mastered the art of being relaxed inside their own skin. No woman becomes a man, no man becomes a woman. Just in agreement with themselves. In a relaxed environment. No shame or guilt within themselves. And you know what? They now don't have to struggle so damn much. To prove who they are??? Because they are now true to themselves and not full of shit. Sing on stage? If you like that? Whatever. Enjoy yourself. But don't fake it! You'll kill yourself. So come when you're ready. Don't force anything. Take it easy and everything will feel amazing. Still not talking about sex!

Give me! Give me! Give me! = Masculine (Not male)

I Give! I Give! I Give! = Feminine (Not female)

When you are grateful & give thanks for everything in your life:

I receive! I receive! I receive! = Soul (true self)

Feel the pain? Give IT up! Give IT up! Give IT up! = Humble = I Give! I Give! I Give!

Feel like you can't control that first one?

Get out of your pants and into your heart.

And sing. Focus on your chest.

Just one tone, keep it steady.

Add vibrato if you can do that!

With a smile!

Here have a little brake :)

Let IT go.

The world is a kitchen.

How you choose to use the knife is thru the heart. Not literally.

Do you want justice?

Speak truth. Speak love. Speak understanding.

The world is yours. When you are ready to receive it.

That's the right way. Not when you try to take it. That is wrong.

When you do what's right. It can't go wrong.

Leave IT all to God. Sharpen your pencil.

Wanna learn them a lesson?

Help them find gratitude. Inside their heart.

Hands off. Be loving, Be Love.

You can only give that of which you have.

Learn that lesson first.

Excitement and fear are very close.

Be exited about life. Not death.

Don't fear success. You will not succeed afraid of the successor.

Whom is you! When you've made the change.

When you have converted. From lie to truth.

From ungrateful to grateful.

All is humility.

Give thanks. Feel grateful. Don't just think about it.

Support a world of love. From the inside out.

When all is well.

Ali swell. In Alice well.

When a lie we tell?

All is hell.

If you want to call me a prophet or a guru? I would not like that. You can call me a whore instead.

How about Leo? An honest guy who wants to be humble and happy. Anyone can do this. What I do is I feel dissonance in the alleged perfect. I call bullshit. But I don't just complain about it. I take action. To do that you need to be sensitive. And brave. True strength. All heart. No Guns and!? Just roses.

Paradise City.

All of this becomes very demanding when you are tired.

So I suggest that you get some rest. Find some peace for some time. Instead of shopping?

Walk in the woods and sit by the lake you know.. And find your natural breath.

Not all in with headphones listening to 'The Prodigy'.

They make a point! But harmonize with nature.

Then we dance!

This is extraordinary music but the message of peace is not found in:

Be good to yourself and others:

That's a party without politics:

You must do the inner work by yourself. You don't need anyone. But you can get help. So you wish for others. No need.

But a desire to be together. Keep it together. Be real. Be truth. Be humble. = Start The Dance. What's good?

Only you know that.. By feeling love and supporting that within you. No lies.

This human experience is reflective. When you live in fear you will receive more fear.

Until you understand that joy attracts joy. What you send out you get back. You get what you give.

That is called projection. When you don't understand fear, you cannot let IT go. So you get more and more lessons. They become tougher and tougher. Until you brake or die. That's humble or cease to exist in the physical. When you understand joy you will get more and more joy. Until you faint. In a good way because you forgot to breath along with your big smile. The success is not in the conquering being used by the rational mind. It's in the persuasive nature of the heart.

When you're in control and using your mind instead.

Can you see how it all is about sex? How that makes us question ourselves as we believe it to be love. Free your mind. Open your heart. Play like a child in a mature manner. It's not childish. That is derogatory. Kids are relaxed and believe anything. That's a dreamer. Don't force anything. That is reckless. And don't be a dream killer just because you didn't follow yours.

Like Bender Rodriguez said:

'There is no great love without great jealousy.

No jewels on that.. That's Jewelousy.

Did you make that into something racial or religious? What's the dark matter with you?

This is your true self (Soul) subconscious singing to you up front cognition cortex conscious (Ego). No hunt. No prosecution: Just a loving desire for you to blossom. Before you leave? This human experience. Call her God.

Catfish? Catchup? Slowdown? Presence.

Paragraph: It's all fun and games until you stab a child in the back while they sleep.

Enjoy the football. Enjoy The Eurovision Song Contest. Enjoy the JacUZI..

With a clear consciousness. IKEA bluebag full of pills can't help you.

Oh you watch murder series on streaming services??

You spend your time talkin' shit about others in-between?

You are grown up? What? You are mature? Sorry what?

You don't wanna get your hands dirty full of color?

They are blood red. You just can't see that.

As you've lost all connection despite your high speed WiFi.

THIS Doesn't Work!

Man! Woman & Child.

So what you need is, forgiveness & giving credit. Unlock your heart. Thank you so much for everything, Martin Timell.

You are free?

It's interesting that thinking straight is actually in balance. In the middle. Between the hemispheres. Where the hearts is! Along with some other stuff. In fear we protect ourselves and that includes the ego, the image. I don't know anything about anything. Although I know that 8.9 million SEK can be sued..I mean used to create a crater of love around oneself! What I do know for sure without a shadow of a doubt is my hearts communication. I don't need (interestingly enough) a spirit level to feel that. Home is where the heart is. I like home improvement. And I love women! Ah finally spring! When the snow melts away and both the flowers blossom and the dogshit reveals itself. A beautiful time of the year. Feels free!

I love women because they wanna do everything everywhere! They have no fear.

Like travel the world and try all kinds of foods and listen to all kinds of music!

In freedom of course. And they give it all up for love. For love.

For love. Hello.. Echo echo echo...Techno? Yeah! For dancing.

I would love to have young girls walk up to me saying: You can do anything! ANYTHING.

And I would say: Really you would let me do that sweety! What are you interested in?

What are your dreams honey? Can I help you with anything? Can I inspire you in some way?

You said anything right? Can I assist you in making your wildest dream come true?

Maybe you want to help Tigers in India? Sweetheart. I know a guy with 8.9 million!

The most powerful thought

Is a thought of love. And a thought of love is a in a state of harmony. When you are in equanimity and at peace, accepting what is.

You’re not craving nor are you desiring.

You simply want it and if you can’t have it that is fine also. That is a wish from the heart trusting the heart. A very loving thought completely in faith regarding a more suitable outcome than what was initially requested. Humble. Grateful.
Accepting & receiving. No push. No pull.

Why it is the most powerful thought is because it let’s creation become rather than denying it or forcing it. Just let it happen as this is the best way possible. For as a stroke of your brush painting on a canvas is for a wave of events sweeping change across a world making it more lovely. A small stone. A big mountain. It’s all one. And the same. Just a different perspective.

Trust. Expect miracles only not at all specific. Attached to an outcome is immediate suffering.

We can't starve or fight our way to peace. We get what we give.

We get what we prescribe. We get what we create.

The heart doesn't require strict obedience. It just wants what you want. The best possible outcome while staying close friends.

The Music!

Again about joy! Love! In a relaxed and funky expression! (I think mainly because they don't blush up visibly red as much) but MY GOD WITH SOUL!! Not from wining. You can be proud and stand firm without arrogance. You wanna know how? You are yourself! Your own authentic self and in that won't have to force anything creating you arrogant. If you want a beautiful example please watch 'Dave Chappelle's Block Party' and specifically the interview with Jill Scott talkin' bout Erykah Badu. WOW! Just a complete fan in adoration without a derogatory perspective that can only come from a judgemental mindset. A sister! A fellow human being! From SOUL! I am so grateful for this culture! The soul culture! From the attitudes, the smiles, the tv-shows, the music. I've always been a loooot of soul trapped in a world of accountants. GOD BLESS MOTOWN! Thank you all! Please klick da link below to listen to on of my favorite Teddy track. And also if I may, you will here the voice of a grown man as he appears on this picture. But close your eyes and listen to 'little Teddy'. Listen as if it was 5 year old Teddy singin! Because it it. I love you. Free Chicken 4 errbody!

I made an entire album in celebration and appreciation to this culture of soul. Listen on Spotify:

I named it  'JOY!'

(If you think about it, is something we all are. When we stop being so stiff and get more funky)

Suicide rates are statistically dominated by white males. That is all a product of weak expressions. Or strong depending on the perspective. First off, why males? Because males are more masculine, in other words more rational, more ego. Secondly why white males? Because white people don't support as strongly as they condemn. They haven't figured out that a strong impression of support generates success. They believe that punishment will make an individual understand. 2023.. Somebody incapable of supporting somebody has high demands. On themselves and cannot give proper or actual support because they ain't givin' it to themselves. They force and pressure everything into existence. Somebody coming from soul doesn't do that. They dream! And they support the dream of their brothers and sisters! Because they have understood. THAT EVERYBODY WINS FROM IT!!!!! Because they are not in competition. They are a family. My God in heaven all mighty Jehova James Lipton! Can we improve? Can we improve? Can we become a family? Humaniteam?

How about that EMMY? OSCAR? MAYER?

What we entertain is what we support!

We speak/express our world into existence?

Whatchutalkinbout?

Do you think your voice doesn't matter? If we come together it does! With a mutual intention.

A strong expression is possible from the absence of guilt & shame. Something white people have for what our ancestors did. To our fellow human beings. From fear of the unknown. We could have been dead a long time ago. But people of soul don't kill.

I am sorry. Please forgive us. I love you.

Thank you.

My most significant memory of a truly heartfelt human interaction ever was in a local restaurant here in my city. It was when I had a conversation with a black couple visiting from America. It was so genuine and full of courtesy. I've met a few people before and since then. These 10 minutes top 'em all.

Special thank you!

For all the guidance. For all the support! For all the JOY!! For all the LOVE!!!

🌹Kronje🌹

🌹Jim Carrey🌹

🌹Dave Chappelle🌹

🌹Anadasia Elizabeth🌹

🌹Ingamay Hörnberg🌹

🌹Joel & Victoria Osteen🌹

🌹Adam Sandler🌹

🌹Daft Punk🌹

🌹Alan Watts🌹

🌹Eazy-E🌹

🌹Will Ferrell🌹

🌹Ulf Malmros🌹

🌹Kjell Bergqvist🌹

🌹Astrid Lindgren🌹

🌹Lily Jakobsson🌹

🌹The Wallinders🌹

🌹Reggie Watts🌹

🌹Lauren Daigle🌹

🌹Calle Dernulf🌹

🌹Wayne Dyer🌹

🌹Kay Pollack🌹

🌹Louise Hay🌹

🌹Matinbum🌹

🌹Ram Dass🌹

🌹Mooji🌹

🌹RUMI🌹

YE

Tack till: Freja, Rosa, Lök, Hasse & Tussi

⭐ The ORACLE ⭐

⭐Yvonne Seon⭐

Special thanks to:

🌹Bill Hader🌹

🌹Kristen Wiig🌹

Grinding without yer teeth:

I know I'm more Right.

What R U?

Lefty?

I accept demos!

All my music is created from an emotional expression. And I let it become what it wants. I don't tweak everything to match any standard whatsoever. Because I don't believe that it exists. My writings and music are just like my cooking. No recipe. Just create and feel it. If it makes me have a hard time sitting still or I cry my eyes out? I love it. I love all demos. Just like myself. I'm not and never will be any kind of professional. I am a student and a demonstration of my current exprerience.

Make your own voice louder!

Please send you demos to:

iapprovemyself@theheartspace.love

A reminder:

Don't get attached to the outcome. Keep the faith.

Never arrive anywhere. You'll lose interest. With a fixated mind life becomes a struggle. With a free mind life becomes an adventure.

Ravermeister against the dying of tze light!

I love you deer.

YOU GOTTA LET GO! PLEASE READ!

Humanity is sick not you.

Jesus died and went to heaven only to return

Die = Let go of identity

Heaven = Freedom to just be. No judgement

Return = A fresh start, clean canvas

Not material, only spiritual

'I am nothing. I am No Thing. No IT'

I AM

C  O  N  F  E  S  S  I  O  N

Support & Service

You have 24/7 365 support included inside yourself. When you get out of your own way and let things come to you. Like solutions and answers making you comprehend things, making your journey forward a lot easier. All you have to do is connect to your support and ask. And stop internally talking to be able to hear the answer. From this you will eventually never have to go to your job ever again. Because you will begin to provide a service instead. Like the very same thing you already do but from a different attitude. And that's all there is really. If you want to pursue your passion all you need is courage. Courage to fall on your face about a 1000 times only to get up and try again. This website and everything I've compressed and written down as educational as I have took me about 7 years from the initial start. I have created a website like this 3 times before. But they didn't communicate as focused as I wished. I also did not believe in myself. So I crashed and burned. But got up again and started over. Because my passion won't let me go. What is my passion? What is it that I prioritize more than anything ever since I was a little kid? Answer: I wanted all to stop fighting and to be friends. And I also wanted a beautiful girl to hold and to love. I wanted kids & a family. And I wanted to sing. I wanted to accept and love my own unique expression. It took 41 years for me to do that. Silly. But when I finally stopped blaming the outside and began listening to my truth. I arrived in love. And that's all we want right? Inside of us. And outside of us. We all want well. We just make a big deal about it. Like I did. So here you go humanity. An early Christmas gift. Next year maybe I spend Christmas in the arms of my love. I know! I won't have any expectations!!.... It could happen this Christmas ;)

Sometimes we try so hard. We knew what was right all along. But "Bobby's" can be so charming!

Listen to your heart. It never lies. Only your mind is capable of that. Just like "Bobby's". No offense.

The soul has no name.

Everything.

The world and everybody and everything in it is so beautiful. When you are. When you accept yourself and appreciate yourself the world is magical. It doesn't become magical. It is. Just like you! You don't become magical. YOU ARE! Wow.. A wound is not pretty. But a scar is.

If you heal the wounds inside yourself and again, not become but allow for yourself to be who you are. Your are beautiful! Scar and all. No matter what anybody or anything says. Don't let words bring you down. Words you accept inside yourself. Many times spoken by yourself.

You will get everything you want. Life is designed this way. By the creator. You and your soul intention. Know thyself. Refer back to who you are. Not to a momentary description. That's not you. That's part of your unfolding as a flower. It will all come to you. When you let go. Allow for healing. And just love yourself. Find the love inside. Divine communication will lead the way.

P   R   E   S   E   N   C   E

Everything is PRE. -Don't you mean free? Haha yeah that too! But we create our own reality. So if you want to get a sense of life which is all about sensation and sensory perception you gotta be PRE. SENSE. Presence. Present! Focus is never tensed. Focus is always relaxed.. We just teach the opposite. HEY! FOCUS!!! Without presence you are either somewhere prior or future. Most of us wanna get rich. And this is the way to do it! Because life and all it has to give is the greatest gift of all. Only to be enjoyed right now. Always. Whatever you do, where ever you are. Focus on your heart and say 'I love you' & 'Thank you'. All we need is love. What we want is something else. Practice allows for perfection. Just as the universe is. Absolutely perfect. Just Right.. Listen to your heart ;)

!FREEDOM!

DEC 24-BIT NEW LIFE RESOLUTION

This is spiritual, undramatized:

The world is so serious because we make it so. There are serious consequences happening but from an uplifting vibrational perspective we take the edge off what's causing it from the beginning. I don't mean that we should make fun of disasters but as an individual try to view life more like this. Taking life serious but not ourselves. We are NOT supposed to feel responsible for what is happening in the world like traditional news actually create. All that does is create even more guilt and shame for being human all together. We can change it but not from sanctions. That will forever be a bucket under the broken ceiling. We can fix the roof by healing the inside on a personal level getting rid of contradictions letting our true vibe sing and broadcast love.

Getting caught in the melodrama is what is creating discomfort inside you. We've all been experiencing destructive consequences in life but all I can say is that staying in that low vibration only reinforces the victim mentality. Your soul sings a different tune than your judgemental mind full of scarecity. I know you've been thru things. They created scars but you've got the choice to walk around in your own scarcity. Or a city of freedom & love. Everything is a projection from your consciousness. We only have one life to live. The world will always be full of things to be afraid of, or full of things to feel exited about. What filter are you using? You can auto-tune yourself by letting go of all the drama inside yourself. I say auto because that's how you function without judgement.

What you entertain inside will be projected outside. You are the director. Auto-tune the news simply means to listen to your intuition. Listen to and get close in relation to your inner truth away from interpretations made in fear, lower vibrations.

The energy shortage is a manifestation of us. Everything is. If we waste energy within us entertaining resistance we are exactly like an electric circuit with impedance. I can't dance with weights all over my body. That won't be free and relaxed. A small stone held infront of my eyes can look like Mount Everest. And the mountain from a far looks like a rock I can hold between my fingers. We need to slow down and let loose. Or we will by all certainty rest. In peace. 4ever. The world is in no need of saving. Humanity is.

Everything is about experience:

You've got impressions. Convictions. Absolute certainties. Which are never true. And as you expand your awareness you become conscious of them. And as you begin to take responsibility for them inside yourself the energy transforms from a perceived negative to a positive. That happens gradually. And when you come to the full realization you've transmuted that contradiction and thereby graduated in that that particular understanding, set of frequencies. You learned the chord. Because it's not just about you. It's about multiple people connected to what you are transmuting. So you might be the D note in this current melodrama. And 2 others are also involved whom are F & A. But in a grander scheme of things they are connected to people whom has created contradictions making them involved so it's all a great symphony. We are all trying to tune ourselves to love which is not phony. It's biological. So what we are looking for is always symbiosis. Can you feel the music?

A symphony is always a lie because it is temporary. The symbiosis comes from staying in tune inside out.

The keys on the piano are 88 notes. Ironically very clear communication if you tilt those two 8's thus becoming symbols of infinity.
But if you imagine two hands playing a piano with infinite notes. For example having 195 fingers just like the amount of countries in the world. And one or more fingers are playing a note that doesn't exist within the scale available. It will create disharmony and the chord will not be harmonious. That is the equivalent of a nation far behind in their development. And that is all based upon frequency and the population of which carries a lot of negative energy yet transformed and ultimately transmuted. You can also put this in the context of a family as I described above in the chord of 3 notes. Like mother, father, child. With experience we enrich our souls making us play with greater clarity. We get attuned to our authentic self. Now we are more harmonious which lets us play in harmony with each other. When you reach a certain level of clarity from experience you will be a part of the higher octaves, higher dimensions and help out from another plane of consciousness no longer bound to three dimensional reality.

The more you understand this the further you are from ego. Making you realize that in order to create symbiosis we need to be real. Symphony as it clearly states is false. Just like communication using a telephone. Telephony. Not true communication. Telepati is true because it is vibrational. Feeling. Experiencing. No rational interpretation. Sensing.

What all kinds of drugs do is activating what you already have inside.

He just couldn't keep his face out of this. That's alright I love you too. I'll C U When I get there. Neem Kooliolio Baba.

A dog will mourn you to death. A cat will eat your eyes.

A horse would like some more hay. True story.

Dave! Will you sign my copy of 'Nigger Book'?

What is spiritual?

Well it isn't material that's for sure. And material is matter so it isn't anything conceptual. What do we have left then? Emotional! Well almost. So the more intuitive you are the more you actually understand from feeling it. That is not theoretical knowledge. That is feeling it in spirit. Spiritual. Letting your energy tell you what's up! Not your judgement. That is being spiritual. And as the image behind this text illustrates actually goes outside of you and, is connected to everything and everyone. The larger part of you. The infinite part of you. The you. People have told me, "Well, I am not spiritual" which is hilarious. You don't choose. Just like you don't choose if you are a woman or a man. You are either one or the other, but masculine and feminine both. If you get that twisted? You are extremely material. Like some construction dude. Be more like a Care Bear instead and accept your feminine side. No need for snipsnip. I have a pink backpack & write poems of love like a stereotypical teenager. I stay intouch. Don't need to touch the outside.

I made a clear vision board. Notice how all treasures lead to another. From positivity. For infinity.

My nebula oblongata.

The different planets given their composition, rotation & thus their energy expression corresponds to a likewise area inside our human mind. When aware of this we can take advantage of various conjunctions creating opportunities for expansion. As we let the universal laws of nature help us. Distance is nothing but a three dimensional distance measurement. Energy is here and now so nothing is far away. Everything contributes, even stars. Why stars are ”far away” is because of their intense energy which in three dimensional reality is great as it creates a harmonious development in relation to our ability to perceive change. Things would, if all was closer, happen much faster and our cognition which doesn’t operate in such speeds would not be able to make sense of anything. So for instance we can talk about Pluto. Pluto is our transformative celestial body. When Pluto is in conjunction with let’s say the sun and Venus we get a boost in transformative feminine energy. That can manifest as something great or demanding which is all in relation to how you perceive yourself and where you are in your personal development.

E = mc²

Working with resistance or opposition.

When you believe in your vision you absolutely know that it's possible. You don't know how but as you can see the end result you are convinced. People who do not share your vision will have a hard time believing as strongly as you do. And people who aren't dreamers at all will by definition completely discard any dream. What you need to make your dream come true is your energy investment. So don't waste it. There is nothing more energy consuming than a non-believer. And that of course has nothing to do with any existing ideology or idea. Hense the dream vision. It's just like you've got an energy source for heating your home and you open all the doors and windows open to let it out. The energy goes to waste and the energy source itself will eventually burn out. And so does the dream contained in the energy source which is you. So be careful with whom you share your vision, and who you socialize with.
People stuck in a nightmare are there because of their choice in dreaming. This is also manifestation only in a negative energy.
To give the same analogy again it's like you've closed all the windows and doors to your home and started a fire filling place with hazardous smoke eventually depriving you of oxygen. Keep dreaming and investing all you have in your dream of love.
Use and share your energy wisely.

Manifestation:

The Masculine: I think it's possible!

The Feminine: I feel so too 💕

NO GENDER.

HARMONIZER

Family always helps out. They understand that something went wrong but always work together to solve and re-unite again. They want to forgive to let go. Nobody needs to carry guilt & shame. If members doesn’t agree to that? They make a choice to not be a part of a family. So even if they stick together. They are not family. Just a group of people. Not family members. There is always a reason why? Nothing destructive ever just happens out of the blue. Evil does not exist. It’s just a scary perception. Coming from a mind full of fear. Projecting that into the world saying help me! I am afraid.

IDENTITY

Are you aware that MC Hammer's carrier basically came to a stop after he changed his name to Hammer. Who da f**k is MC Hammer some might say. (Look it up) The point is that he's the same dude. Doing the same thing. But it is YOU that judge him differently and cannot stand this new choice of name all from being so associated to an identity. You are not your conceptual description. Your are soul. That's who you are. But when you don't know that you are very material and can only accept things as static. Permanent. If coming from that perspective how do you expect to see change? To see transformation? In yourself and in the world? Your message and love, you presence and gifts are who you are. No matter what you call yourself. That's the main problem with people supporting one another in this life. They cannot set them free to be and do what they feel is right for them because they cannot do that for themselves. All for completely being identified with the thinking mind instead of the soul. All material. All rational. No feelin' it.

Many would say that people deserve a second chance. But society won't. The system won't.

The system recognizes and cannot discard previous information attached to this identity. We might want and deserve a brand new start but the system won't allow that. So why do we listen to a system and not our hearts? That if anything, is extremely A.I.

If you feel like printing all of this I have designed a suitable cover for it. Please help yourself

(pun intended)

I call it. Human Being.

Have a Coke!

UNION

I AM

What is mainly for you is a metaphor. What is mainly for us is symbolism. What is difficult to interpret is a metaphor. What is easy to comprehend is symbolism. I can make an abstract drawing of some energy field in space that seems to illuminate everything. Or, I can make a circle with lines coming out of it and everyone will say: Look the sun! So.. Maybe sometimes the metaphor is perhaps feeding your intellect? ..A little bit..maybe? (Ego) Maybe we need that to? As we like a challenge and psychedelic patterns. It feels good to understand. And if everything was symbolically simple. It would be kinda boring. Not to small kids but for someone that has developed a deeper sense of interpretation. (Soul)

EVERYTHING IS MUSIC.

You want to be the truth. The whole truth & nothing but the truth. To get help from God.

(You get anyway, but don't you want it all?)

Hey Girlsfriends! We like dessert right? And we like shoes? Yeah! So let's sing and dance to that song!! :D

We didn't have time for paralysis from analysis - Quincy Jones

I just wanna have one trophy at home. Loving efforts in compassion. True to heart.

And ya'll know where home is right?

The Diamond.

Diamonds are formed under pressure. The pressure is created as a result from contradictions within you. The continuous questioning: Why do I feel like this when I know that I am good inside? All this, is perception. How you perceive yourself. The universe is waiting for you to be yourself. You have all the support you will ever need to become what you already are. There is no becoming. There is only letting you of what you are not. To be brave and to answer to yourself. This is the hardest thing a human being can do. Because it feels just like dying. And in a sense it is. Because you want to kill everything speaking against you. And you want to be, everything speaking for you. So fear arises. Fear of ridicule and fear of success. Because you have so much invested in whom you are not. But you have to let that go and die to be reborn again. To be who you are. Fearless. Loving. Compassionate and supporting in relation to yourself. Your release yourself. When you are ready.. So when are you ready? Well.. When you've had enough. When you've had enough of your own abuse. When you feel that it's time to shine. That is different for everyone. The dark night has no conceptual time. You shine when you step into the light. Leaving your contradictions behind. It's a matter of when you'll stop hitting yourself. When you end the self-inflicted punishment. When you've done your time, in the darkness. From this point you only consume healthy options. Like constructive & positive self-talk. Like responsibility in supporting yourself instead of destroying yourself. And you accept help. From all over. But most importantly from spirit, within.

Your are a diamond. You've always been a diamond.

You're just covered in opinions. Listen to your heart, and not your mind.

The heart accepts and doesn't care about opinions.

Ask and you shall receive. The Rewind.

When you make a wish to become the greatest you can be. You can only do that from understanding. And the only way for you to understand is to rewind. So life will revert for you to experience. You will find yourself in environments and circumstances that you've been in before in order to make sense of what got you sidetracked. So when things are about to change into something you truly desire from what your soul sings. It will seem like a complete opposite as you will return to a state of re-ignition. It's like a bow and arrow. The tension and confusion will be in the opposite direction of what you desire in order to eventually shoot you in the direction of authenticity. This is your release. You release yourself. When you stop listening to anything contradictory and fully embrace your worthiness stating all that you authentically are. Off you go.

NOBODY has ever done me wrong. It was me all the time accepting what I thought was love.
We keep self sabotaging until we fully realize that. You are love, you are life. That's what you are.
Your high demands are only counter weights creating momentary satisfaction.

Your low standard is only affirmation in relation to your perceived lack of value.
What you seek is acceptance for who and what you are.
From the inside out. Untainted. Innocent.

Equanimous. Harmonious.

Human.

Being.

Many will NOT support you.

This includes friends & family. Because in supporting you would also include their own transformation in which they are not ready for. So to stand by your side in becoming truthful and authentic would indirectly mean to become this themselves. The scariest thing a human being can ever do. Please understand this.

This is NOT about you. This is ALL about them. Keep going. They will support you on the other side though.

Remember who was your friend.

The big breakthru! Waiting for a star to fall.

I've been dreaming of my big break. To gain success in what I've invested practically all my life in. I've spent nearly every single moment trying to figure life out. To give it to the world and to gain recognition. I wanted the whole world to celebrate my achievements in making all this comprehendible, the human experience. In my writings and in my music. But I've come to realize that it was never about that. The big break I was hoping for was me. The grand finale was about me understanding myself. And so I sacrificed everything. I couldn't let it go for anything. Some call that a psychosis. Which is what western medicine define as something negative. I never needed the recognition and acknowledgement of the world. What I needed was myself. As I write more and more, I gain deeper insight and clarity.
The closer I get to my big break I begin to see that this isn't anything external at all. It's all me vs. me. The wrong descriptions of myself coming from misunderstandings that caused consequences. Towards the real me, and who I truly am without defense from all the hurt. You see I was just like you growing up. An innocent child full of joy and wonder. Full of adventure and not a single judgement if I was OK or not, just the way I am. But the world around me made me question myself and I tried to fit in. I now know that you can't fit it. Other than inside yourself in absolute acceptance. In absolute appreciation. Just the way I am. It's not in what I do. It's in how I perceive myself. The big break is close. It's always very close for all of us. When we let go of all that contradicts us, who we where told we are. What the world interpreted us to be. That is always a lie. Nobody knows you as well as you do. You know! You are in there. You just gotta go thru some renunciation. And from there embrace what you find. Without namely. You.

Nothing really matters. Love is all we need. Everything I give you. It all comes back to me.

- Madonna

High stakes.

If I can jump a certain height. Maybe in a official setting. That's great. Good for me and my self-esteem. But if I come from a internal conviction of never being enough chances are that I'll raise that bar to heights currently impossible for me to manage. And that is all from self sabotage created by myself in order for me to confirm my inadequacy. I smash myself to the ground proving my own perception of personal failure. And because I make it personal, based in achievements. Me as a human being becomes a failure. So what was the chicken and what was the egg? Was my perception of not being good enough or was the actions and consequences created by me the origin of malefunction? (Pun intended, logical)

I believe the former over the latter. And in a deeper sense, was I ever not good enough as a human being at all?
Now this time I believe the latter. The main problem in all of this is the personal aspect. It's not wether I do, or do not perform great. It's how I make this a definition of who I am. Modern society is created around this functionality. We search so far and wide for acknowledgement in everything we do from the misconception of accepting ourselves.
We are not what we do. That is separate from who we are.

If you really wanna define yourself? You are all about what you give.

And you can't give away something you do not have.

Give yourself everything. Starting with acceptance.

I know that's where it starts. I'm just a little Lars.

Wanna get married?

Your significant other. Your soulmate. The one that completes you. Is you.
When you merge all aspects of who you are. You attract it all outside of yourself.
The dream partner. The dream carrier. The dream home. The dream life you've always wanted. Is you.
You are the dream. Life is a dream we are dreaming. Whatever you want is yours when you don't need it.
When you need it, there is something lacking. As within, so without. So what you lack in relation to yourself,
is not a complete merger. And thus you crave it. You desire it. You lack it. You miss you.
You want to meet yourself in pure formlessness. Soul merger.
No need for any material rings or theoretical agreements.
Just you. Now there is sharing. Giving and receiving.
Not giving and taking. Never taking.
Always receiving.

Thank you.

Love.

U.

I 

It's not about loving yourself. You can't NOT love yourself. You accept yourself and all that you are.

Without judgement.

Assuming the role. Acting you.

Listen!

Life is a flower. Witness the unfolding.
Do whatever you need to do, without evaluating yourself.
Just be. Awareness. Undramatized.

The opposite of grateful, is taking for granted.

Please be grateful for everything & everyone.